Well im back and for you who guys don’t for the last month I have been in Scotland for my granddads funeral. many of you no that I lived with my grandparents because my mum died when I was a weak old and my dad ran out on her when she was pregnant with me. I went years not understanding why he wasn’t my dad then once I understood that I spent years trying to work out why my dad would leave his dying pregnant wife but now im going spend the rest of my years wondering why one dad left me and why one father was taken from me. know but now I how its feels to be truly upset and sad I don’t know if I can handle this I feel terrible. Im normally so happy so now im just trying to feel like that again.
But what im really interested in is what you have been up to and how you are…so well how are you all?


DAMN EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED ON DA AHHH AND SOO MANY MESSAGES TO ANSWER!!

and can i just say my mood isnt lust my mood thing isnt working